Release

This Blog has come early today..very early..I recieved a call from Hap at alittle before 5am to tell me that my 84 year old mom had fallen. She was taken by ambulance to a local hospital with a broken nose, stitches, a swollen knee.Still testing..she is on cumidin, a strong blood thinner for people with certain heart problems. They have done CT scans and are doing other test but she will be staying for awhile. The broken nose is bleeding alot..It must be stopped with drugs that counter act the cumidin and then she will be started back on the cumidin and monitored until it is back at the right levels. I have been my mothers caretaker for a few years now and have be there at every whim she has had..Until now..My brother[thank GOD for him] is with her and will take care of things..Everything in me wants to say until I return..But remember I have been asked by GOD to release my weakness of CONTROL...I turned to GOD first but now I turn to all of you and ask for prayer...Please pray for GOD"S strength and peace today..To know that he does have a big plan for all this and it will all be OK. Also that my mind will not let its thoughts open any doors for evil to mess with it...I appreciate being able to ask for prayer and let me tell you this is hard for me to ask...Remember I am the control freak, who always has it together..Surprise..That wall recieve a large crack when I arrived here and the crack has been growing daily...I think the whole wall might fall today......