Confused and Wondering

Family life is good...Life in general is great...Just confused and wondering what people are really about...I watch facebook...I see posts from people who say I am a christian...but I see words of the world...No faith in our GOD..Giving satan all the ammo he needs to just come on into their lives and destroy it...I look around and see people who are selfish...I see people who lie...I listen to the lies they tell me and wonder how wrong am I to just let the lie go...If I say something is that being judgemental?..If I post something responding to commit they make...Is that being judgemental?..What has happened to people really walking the walk? I KNOW that I make many mistakes daily...I repeatedly ask for his forgiveness...But when I see people not make an effort to try and live by what he has asked us to do..but yet still say LORD LORD...????????????????????? I wonder where all the different church come from...How far have we really come from the truth...???I wonder where are the scrolls and words from old that Jesus studied from and the prophets of old??I wonder if we have just become people with MANY words...and little faith and trust?? I see people letting leaky roofs...and really little worries tear them down...What is going to happen when the really hard times come...???? Proverbs says somewhere that a wise person says little...but a fool talks on...As I get older I really am starting to see the wisdom in that...We have an excuse for everything...DOES GOD BELIEVE THAT???? Please LORD GOD , forgive me for my thoughts...reveal to me what you REALLY what from us...Guide me in all TRUTH..Help me to see through the words of just man and let the spirit guide me in truth...Help me to love all people without being judgemental...Let me know how you want me to handle lies and deceptions that I see and hear people do...Keep my mouth shut until your spirit tells me what to say..and then let me have the courage to say or do whatever it might be

Feeling VERY BLESSED

I feel so blessed that I just needed to write it down..My job is the best ever...and so GOD guided...I KNOW that he has been involved in this since long before it played out in the physical world..When something new comes up there he is showing me he is leading the way..I look all around and see suffering...I am sure if I were to look at my own life in the earthly way I would see suffering but I choose to see the good blessings that I have every day. Life is good...Sure we have troubles..sickness..pain...BUT I feel and know that my GOD is there with me...His plan is not seen with human eyes...But ohhh what a glorious plan he has...and if we just hold tight to him...and take the ride with faith...We will one day see this plan play out in his glorious way...The family is doing wonderful. Sure there are troubles...BUT again...GOD is leading the way.. FOcus on him...See him...Trust him...and life can be an adventure...I am so thankful for my time in Mexico..I did learn just to hold tight...GOD will carry us through...

I am Back

I am so sorry that I have not been writing...I really do miss it...THings are great...Sandra is doing soooo good...Other than not wanting to speak english...We are so blessed to have a great daughter..She just doesnt want to speak english..I think her wanting to be perfect is the main reason..But we just keep telling her that no one is perfect and pray that she will come around...Other than that what a great kid...We are so blessed by GOD to have two great kids...Our son is doing well also...He seems to be maturing each day...He and his wife are talking about moving to Hawaii is Dec...I do not think it is a good idea but it is their lives...They both are BIG dreamers...and I know that dreams sometimes do come true...I will just keep praying..My mom is doing very well other than hurting her back two weeks ago...Pulled muscles we think...If she does not see some real improvement this week I am going to take her to the Medical doctor...We have been to her chiropractor...I START WORK ON MONDAY...Can you believe it...I havent worked out of the family mobile home park in 20 years and two weeks ago I was asked to interview with a company called Falcone out of Boca Raton...I was hired as a consultant for security and have hired 4 guys to work and be security for a closed 70 acre resort in Kississimmee and a 330 unit closed hotel also in Kississimmee...I manage the team of 4 men...Deal with law enforcement when needed and keep my boss happy by not making him have to deal with some matters...He is the big wig dealing in real estate..I am really happy and looking forward to the guys getting started on Monday...I actually started two weeks ago getting all the shirts and logos and signs and etc...I am really feeling and knowing how blessed we are for this to have come along when it did...I have been praying for a couple of years for the perfect job to come along...I really thought it was just a dream too...Like my son likes to dream...But GOD really came thru on this one...He does provide...We just have to trust...Things have been very very tight for a while...But just when it looks like something might not happen...a bill might not get paid something has always come through...THANK YOU GOD for being so good to us...::He is faithfully to us always..That is one thing that I did learn on my adventure to Juarez...To fully trust GOD with everything in our life...without the stress and worry that the world gets...or that I use to get...He will provide for our every need...We just have to keep looking to him..trusting him...casting all of cares on him...NOT WORRYING>>>>Alot of the time we just think that we NEED something when really it is just a want...We as americans have alot of wants...with very few needs....Carlos is doing ok...He has days of struggle..when he wonders why him...He is slowing getting stronger...His sister and mother are so faithful to him..and they are all so faithful to GOD...THEY SO TRUST JESUS...I look around and wonder how people can get by with out GOD>...I wlll always trust him..I am SO THANKFUL for his son that he sent to save us...Us that had no hope till he came...I am not a jew so without Jesus I had no hope...anyway if anyone still reads this please remember Carlos,Alma and Monica is your prayers...I know that they trust our Lord too....well there it is..some writing for the first time in a few months...It felt good too...