Staying Busy

Got up early this morning and headed out with Sandra to meet with her God parents and have a day at the pool. We had a great time..Played some volley ball and swam and ate...It was nice to be busy...Helped to release some of the disappointment ..It made it easier to manage the flow of emotion from yesterday...Now we are off to meet up with another American couple who are adopting 2 kids . Just hang out and visit. Then later, Faith, a friend from home who has been here a couple of years or so, is going to call and we will pick her up from a wedding shower here in Juarez and she is going to spend the night..She is now living in Fabens which is where we first started this journey with the great people of IFM...International Family Ministrys...So...I think I have dealt with some of the emotions that flooded me yesterday...I tell you the let down was hard...Very very hard...To fight with everything in you to not just scream..To just release it to GOD..The only one who can comfort me.....I do very much appreciate all of the notes and letters and words of encouragement from all of you...It really helps to carry me sometimes through a day..But in the end it is truly GOD who will comfort me and let me know how I am to use this experince..There has been to much going on for me not to take something big out of this and use it when I am able to reach out again..Even now for Sandra...I am being changed for the better and it is painful at times. I know it is for the good. For the Good of all my family and people I am around. I am beginning to be eager to see whats in store...