Furnace

You could be talking about the weather or our lifes. Either way that is a very good description. The weather temp. today was 105. You really could do solar cooking here. I talked with our agency today and they said that DIF is the hold up. They are still waiting on just a list of 9 simple things and then they said it would wrap up quick. So we wait and pray. Our attorney is also on vacation but I found out that I can do what ever needs to be done as SOON as those papers are sent out. We hung out today with a couple of old friends of Sandra's and mine. Mari and Marina. They use to work for the old orphanage that many of you know. They are doing well. Hap is doing good with things around town in Florida. He is doing a great job with my mom. He really knows how to handle her. But after last week I am just thankful to have a mom. She is one of a kind. I talked to her today and this is the first day she is REALLY back to herself. I love her..As for me I am holding up good. Starting to breath a little easier after being sick last week. Still have a bad cough but it is getting better. I am seeing that life is a series of lessons that we learn from. I am in a funace right now and GOD is controlling the temp. I need acceptance with joy to get thru this lesson. To trust him in the paths that he leads me on. There really are things each day to find joy in..Even little things like rocks and weed flowers..There is beauty everywhere you look if you just slow down and look. Sandra and I are getting to know each other better each day. She is worth all this and more. She is my daughter and one day I will in her heart be her mother. Anything I recieve from her is a gift and I am thankful. Even if I recieve nothing back just to be able to love her is my gift. I am seeing that there is much more happening here that just an adoption. It is changing my life and my thoughts...Thank you my LORD...