Trust

Today we had a moment that no words can express. We crossed a line in bonding that was amazing. I got to just hold her while she cried. I felt that she trusted me..A trust that I never want to lose. She "let me hold her". I think she is starting to realize that a big change is coming. She is scared and sad. Sad, because she is leaving the only life she has ever had..The friends she has, everything. Scared because of the unknown. But after today she knows I am here for her. That was a big step forward. Hap will arrive Thursday and I explained to her that he is coming for her. That we do miss each other and we will enjoy seeing each other but the main reason for this visit is so she knows he is here for her too. I know GOD knew that we would have this moment today and was guiding us back 2 weeks ago to purchase these tickets for just the right days that Hap's presence would have the most impact. His timing is awesome. It is a good feeling in my heart to know that we are following GOD's plan...That we are pleasing to him... There was no news as far as the adoption goes. But I know that GOD is a work even when we dont see it. I had a flash of something awhile back and saw where GOD was preparing us for now..We hope to hear some GREAT news this week on our permit for mexico. Wednesday is the day I pray to hear something. I talked with another lady who is ahead of us with the adoption process[she is under the I600]and she said that I should go ahead and start checking into some of the vaccinations that Sandra will need and I could be working on that..so tomorrow I will check with Gladney,our agency, and see if that is something we can do. I will close on this because my girl just came back downstairs and I want to chat with her...I only ask for PRAYER. For whatever your heart tells you our needs are...Thank You..and GOD's blessings to everyone..