The Struggle

Wow,What a day. We are moving forward with papers and time but for some reason today has been a struggle for me...Really a day I had to fight with thoughts and feelings..I know it is just human garbage that is trying to weigh me down..But I have trusted and leaned on the LORD alot today. Our papers are being processed and mailed to Homeland Security in the States and translations are happening..We need one more letter that was suppose to be simple but DIF is making it into another long process..I guess it is just how they do it..But I am thankful it is being done.DIF will also be doing a home inspection on Tuesday..alittle late, we have been here 6 weeks.. We have our last therapy session with Sandra's therapist tomorrow morning. We have come along way. I had her say somethings in english today and she is very good at the language. She is so shy..She blushes when she speaks..She is amazing..I so look forward to getting her home.So she can see me in my home and how we interact as a family. But as I have to remember GOD has let this take place so I will understand her feelings when she arrives in Florida..I am pretty sure I will know exactly her feeling of being in a strange place and what to expect as the weeks pass for her..She will do fine..She will have one of the best support systems I know ..Our family, our church family and friends.. I just have to dig in now and know that the time is approaching. It just seems so far some of the time..Please forgive my emotions today. Just sometimes this blog is my only release..I probably wouldn't write so much if I realized that alot of people are reading my thoughts. Now that I thought of that..Anyway..we are moving and I ask everyone who reads this to please ask the LORD to give me some extra help in the next days to carry me along and a peace that only he can give..I love you very much MY HUSBAND. I thank you all for your prayers..We will survive and be so much stronger in the LORD when we finish this process and be ready to move on to the next phase of this life on Earth...Learning and growing each day...Learning that GOD is in control and we must hand everything over to him and grow in him and his love...Love that is far different than human love...Which I think could be the struggle I have had today...A missing of my human love[you my husband] and learning to love the way GOD loves..Everyone, no matter what I see...He made the sun to shine on the good and bad...For he loves them all...