I Will Rely on GOD

Our internet went out 3 days ago. On the way to take Hap back to the airport today I picked up a wireless connection for my cell..Praise GOD we can connect again. I didnt realize what a great thing this computer could be till now. It has been a very hard 3 days. I am recovering from whatever this sickness has been. My mom finally today became responsive. PRAISE GOD.. I use to complain about her fussyness but never again. She fussed this morning and after 4 days of her being nonresponsive it was music to my ears. I think GOD has brought me back to a new appreciation for my mom. Thank You GOD. Hap has seen me at probably one of the worst times in my life. Where for the first time I could not be in control. GOD took all control from me this weekend. I give it freely..All I want is what GOD wants from me. I know he is in control and his plans are long range. Sandra really enjoyed Haps visit and so did I. I miss him so much now. I also miss home. But I know that this is GOD's plan and his time. We hope to hear some GOOD news with some papers for our adoption agency tomorrow. Gladney has been waiting over 2 weeks for some important papers they needed to do some of their paperwork and I was told that they would recieve them today. I will check tomorrow and pray. I am not the best writer tonight. I feel totally out of control but this is where GOD wants me and this is where I am. I do plan on seeking what it is he wants me to do to fill our time left here. Sandra and I are starting on some english things this week. I picked up some books I think will help. Our papers for the mexico side are on their way to Chihuahua. We pray they return quickly..Please keep us in prayer and we will try and gather ourself to some sort of stablity soon.