Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Here I am, Once Again
Well, here I am. Tuesday is almost over..We havent done much of anything today. I had to work on the air cooler..It is a fan with a pump that pumps water over a hay type filter,then pulls air thru it and makes it feel cooler..For some reason it has not been wanting to pump the water..So last night I started working on it..Gave up about 10 and went on to bed and got up this morning and started again..I finally went and bought some WD40 and sprayed it around and it has been working ok since..Thank you LORD that the weather is alittle cooler at night so we slept pretty good. I know that we have a few more weeks. It has been alot easier to except this than when I first arrived..I will never forget that feeling of realizing that it was going to be alot longer. That was a hard one to except. I would not change anything even tho this has been the hardest thing I have ever done. GOD has been changing me. I will be the first to admit I needed refining..Still will till the day I die..Guess that is what it is all about..continued refining..Because we will never be perfect..I still believe that this time here was meant to be. Time for my daughter and I to bond..time for me to realize that life in Florida will continue without me, and that everything will be OK..I was a control freak..Looking back I can see it..Anyway, I am glad for the change in me, thankful. Tomorrow we are going to meet up with Faith and go see Mary, a lady who worked at the old orphanage for a short time. I have been meaning to go see her but it just didnt happen. So when Faith mentioned that she was going tomorrow I decided it is time. Plus time is running out for Ivan, the adopted runaway, to contact his adoptive parents if he wants to go back to the States. Word has it that he might be in the area that Mary works in. She is at another orphanage being the Grandma. So, sorry there is no exciting things to tell today. No heavy emotions flowing..Just a day, to think and meditate on life and GOD..One of the best day...I was about to write that I look forward to the day I can write and tell all of you that it is over...But it will never be over..I have things in me I pray will last a life time..
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Good morning my girls,I'm glad it's starting to get a little cooler there.they say it is hot in Florida and are always saying that the feel like temperature ,they don't have a clue.I want to say I'm counting the days but I don't want to be let down again.I'll just say in God's time.Prayerfully sooner then later.Celia and Gary have still been bringing by food,it's great. they are good friends, I am getting tired of telling everyone you will be home in 3 or 4 weeks, maybe this time it will be true.When you pray for someyhing so hard and prepare to recieve a blessing that does'nt come you don't give up.You don't stop. just keep praying,God is faithfull and never late.Lord forgive us for being so inpatient.as always in his love Hap (ps)my leg is fine.
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