Separation

Today is Sunday. The day I go to stare at CHRIST on the cross..Today was different than the other Sundays..As I stared at the cross it became a REAL vision of just what GOD did for all of us..He gave his son as the perfect sacrifice of all. To give us life with him forever. What a joyful thought. Without that cross we would be separated from GOD with no chance..But then I begin to wonder where and when did all the seperation in the beliefs and different rules come in? How could it all become so seperated that I cannot have communion with these other believers is Jesus? All questions I am sure someone I know would have an answer for.[Probably alot of different answers depending on who I asked] But then I decided that I can have communion in my heart right there as these others that believe in JESUS did theirs..Without offending any of them by just getting up and doing it anyway. I want to show our Daughter grace, not rebellion and I remember that in Romans 14 it talks about differences in beliefs. Also in Mark 9 when John came to Jesus about others casting out demon in his name and He told them not to stop them. If it was done in Jesus' name they were not against them.. So I had communion with my Lord today. In my heart. With true thankgiving and vivid remembrance for his gift. Remembering too, that I am not to judge..Only GOD will do that..Lest I be judged the same.. I still dont understand and never will all the different "rules" that separate. I only know what I read in the bible and what the spirit helps me understand. I so look forward to growing with Sandra as she continues her walk and hopefully see her digging into the bible herself and seeing what GOD's word says.... So that was the start of my day. Which has given me something to study on for awhile.
Sandra and I are doing well.. Praying that we will hear something on the Mexico side this week and maybe even the States side..Only GOD knows when..In the mean time we will continue to bond and get to KNOW each other . I am starting to get excited about everyone getting to meet our daugther. I am still fighting the separation feelings from Hap. This has been the longest in 29 years we have been apart.But I know that this is just for a time. He might have to come down to sign some papers towards the end. We just have to wait and see and pray that we get alittle notice for better airline fares...P>S> Hap, I was looking at the moon tonight and thinking if you were awake I could have you go outside and even tho we are separated in two different countrys we could both be looking at the same time at the same moon that GOD created..I LOVE YOU!!!