Hope

There is alway HOPE. Which is what I live on these days. Our papers are on the move in Mexico now. Judge has signed the first resolution. Whatever that means. I asked how many more and no one knows. We are waiting for them to come back from Chihuahua and then to somewhere else.I believe.I will try and get details next week. Our caseworker was out of the office today even tho we had an appointment with her at 2pm. I know these people try and help the children here but I just dont think I will ever understand how things work. One day it is this way and the next it changes. You just do what you can do and trust the rest to the LORD. Same Stateside. You can go to any other country and adopt a children and bring them right in..But not in Mexico. Makes we want to fight for these kids..It is the same thing that has been bringing me back here for the last 9 years. The same thing that GOD has rekindled in my heart since the bad stuff with the orphanange last year that we were commmited too. There is so much need here. Kids and People in general..But first things first, our daughter. I am hopeing that papers also started to move this direction stateside today. I never heard anything which could be good, could be no news..You never know in this world of adopting..I could write for hours about storys of children and adoptions going on..But I HAVE HOPE. A hope that this will soon be finished and I can return home..My husband needs us and we need him so much. My mom, I have not seen her since her FALLS. She sounds well and Hap and everyone tells me she's ok but I so want to see her and let her know I am ok and that I so love her..But I have HOPE that it will be soon. My son and grandson..I MISS HOME.. Psalms have been carrying me the last few days...Just to hear Davids heart for GOD. His praises and his complaints..I can so understand. We had therapy again this morning which was great. One more session in two weeks and we are finished here. I told her our story of how we meet her and my first memory of her and then the nightmare of not knowing where she was for a year. That we continued with the adoption stateside not knowing if she would understand that we were working towards getting her.Working and wondering if she would even still want us. Just how much the reunion of us at DIF meant to me..The hug and tears I will never forget..And how blessed we feel that she is our daughter regardless of if a peice of paper says it yet or not..She asked permission to be our daughter...Rip your heart right out. She asked permission to be part of our family..Rip it out again..She and I have come along way..She has never know even a thought of a mothers love. I feel honored...Now we just have HOPE that GOD will bless the hands of everyone who touches our papers and they will come faster than anyone can believe...I can and do have HOPE
p.s. I hope you catch lots of fish tomorrow my husband. I love and miss you so..