Friday, August 21, 2009

Battlefield of the Mind

I did not feel like writing anything tonight but I have commited to this and I should do it...... We have decided to find a school that will start to teach Sandra english. DIF thought a couple of weeks ago, when they came for a visit, that she should start regular school. We think it is a waste of time. She needs to start learning english so that WHEN we go home she will be better prepared for school in Florida. I am praying that we will find a few to go and check on Monday. Plus it will cost as much to enroll her in regular school as it would for a month of english classes. More money. GOD will provide. Also on the regular school thing, when our papers start moving she would be missing school anyway or only go a couple of weeks..We would rather have a couple of weeks of english than Mexico school. She will have plenty of time to catch up when we get home..Carlos is checking on a few and talking to a friend of his,Lilly who also was a mexican witness for us, to see if she knows any or would be available to go with us monday or Tuesday to check out the schools. She speaks good english. Sandra and I both are getting stir crazy..It will be good for her to have some time away from me and be around more kids her age. No more therapy here..We had the last day today..I am glad..She needs something more than what she was getting here..When we get home..Thats it..No other thoughts that I care to share..I have had a couple of days I wish not to re-live..Emotions and truth fighting in my head...I pray that tomorrow will be different..NEW DAY..
Hap, you know my thoughts and feelings for you..I know you understand..Tomorrow will be a new day......................In you, O LORD, do I take refuge; let me never be put to shame! In your righteousness deliver me and rescue me; incline your ear to me, and save me! Be to me a rock of refuge, to which I may continually come. Thru JESUS,,,,amen

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  1. Hello it's me,another weekend,They are really long.Life here and I'm sure there is so surreal,like you just go thru the motions of living.I guess I'm just feeling sorry for us.The only way I stop the feeling is to think,God must have a plan for us as a family so great that we need to be refined,a lot.Or maybe Sandra will be the one who is to bring glory to our God,I guess it dose'nt realy matter who.I know some how,some way,God will be glorified.That's all that really matter's.Stay strong my wife,Prayerfully I will be there soon even if it is'nt home,we will at least be together.We can pray together as a family,and start building bonds of trust with Sandra.I know she thinks that her life there is normal,she has no idea of the world outside of Mexico.We wait,joyfully,God chose us to suffer for him.How great is that.Thank you lord for choosing us,please give us the strength to finish in joy.in his name Hap

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