Just a Quick Note

THere are two post for tonight..I just want everyone to know something..I am struggling mentally..I am going to need anything that any of you can say or write over the next 2 to 3 weeks after Hap goes home..I am only what our LORD is giving me at this point..I am not saying that I will lose it if you dont..But please help me after Hap leaves with any words,scripture or whatever GOD lays on your heart to say..Hap understands now...My hardest times of the day are between 4 and 8pm Florida time...It is a time that I struggle with every day..I want to just lay down and sleep thru this time...I am trying to push thru it and trusting the LORD to give me the strength that it takes...He has been very very faithful to me and I will praise his name..At times I feel like I am serving prison time...Even tho I do know and know that Sandra is worth this...Just to know that we can be her family...To change one life with our love,,but I am growing weary...We just hit the 4 month time..Please remember me..I know you know what I mean when I say that the mind is a battlefield at times...Human emotions,,Knowing GOD's truth...just a struggle of mind thoughts...But I TRUST our LORD and Savior to be with me and carry me the rest of the way thru...I said..there have only been one set of footprints here..and they are not my size...He has been so faithful to carry me as a lose lamb..Under his wing..In the safe of his place...and I long to pour out my heart...and say that I love him..Pour out my heart...and say that I need him...Pour out my heart...and say that his faithful...Pour out my heart...and say that I need...You LORD......