There's a peace I've come to know..Tho my heart and flesh may fail..There's an anchor for my soul....I can say....IT IS WELL....
Thank You so much my husband for your confidence in me...I love you so much...and as I have told you..I dont understand why it is harder for me to deal with myself and emotions when I am with Hap..I can remember when my Dad died..Hap was getting ready to go to Northwest Mexico to do some construction with a group and he was going to cancel..I told him to go on..6 hours after daddy died..That I would do better with him gone..He is the only person I guess that I feel I can really let down this weird guarded thing that is in me...and I did say "person"..GOD really knows me..I noticed while Hap was here that I struggled more with some emotions..I was SO glad to see him..PLEASE dont get that wrong..He is my human protector.My love..My friend..My bestest..HEHEHE...GOD is my everything....I am starting to sense the end getting closer..I hope this is a good thing..We still have the medical to go..No one has records of her vaccinations..She does have the scar on her upper arm..So this is one thing to be praying about..She will have to do the adult medical because of her turning 16 while we were still here...I know that GOD will see us thru this too...He has done all the rest..and given me the strength to do what the human hands needed to do....I am very good.....and very thankful I can vent and be honest here..Who would have ever thought I would write as much as I have done here...Letting others see some of my deep thoughts that pass thru this brain and heart...
I am so glad I wrote most of this earlier today..I had a little trouble with my stomach last night..and it has hit me again for some reason..I took a walk just before dusk and started to feel that sick on my stomach feeling...I came back and laid down on the couch and tried to let it pass...But ended up throwing up..The mechanic yesterday gave us some very good salsa that I think must have had something that I am not able to handle..even after 4 months..Either the water that was used or some of the vegs...anyway..I am going on the bed so that I will be better in the morning...Please dont worry..I am ok..Just part of being an american in a foreign country again...But not bad for the time I have been here to have made it this far without it...Sandra will get to enjoy the rest of that good salsa..Gotta go lay down..I will put a quick note in the morning to let you know I am ok...Blessings..
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Hi, just me, Hap.Boy, yesterday was a long day,I guess that jet lag had something to do with it, or just hard work after a week off.I didn't want to get up this morning.I am starting to be more thankful for the little things like being able to flush my toilet paper.Most people dont realize with Mexican plumming that is a no no.Or just clean water to drink and cook with.Sharon has always been a great cook, even on a camp fire.But it still suprised me how well she does with no stove,only a hot plate,She has the gift to be able to taste something when we go out and come home and make it.I cant wait for her to show me all her new creations.I thank God for makeing her so adaptable and pray he continues to keep her strong in her faith.Only thru God can we rest.Hang in there my wife.I love and miss you both,in his love Hap
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