Sunday, September 20, 2009
This is Going to be Short
I am going to make this one short...I have made it through the day...It has been a weird day..Mentally..I am drained and hanging on...Praying that things will be for the good this week..I thank you very very much Cousin Debbie for your words...It really does help to know that people are really out there.and praying..I guess things are starting to wear me down abit...I am going to focus and get myself back up and doing things to get my mind balanced back out this week....I think it is anticipation that I must not handle well..and when I think back to childhood I can remember anticipation of going to the Orange festival almost giving me a heart attack it felt like...So...I am an adult now and much healthier mentally than I have ever been in my life so I know what I have to do...First is focus on the LORD who will give me all I need to do what needs to be done..Second to focus on why I am here...Third to know that all is going to work out...Fourth to get out and burn some of this energy off..A young friend from Florida arrived today to spend the week with Faith first and also hang out here with us some..She will be here on Tuesday to spend some time with me..We use to walk out at circle B alot when she lived in Winter Haven..She moved over to Orlando a year and a half ago , but she can push me good and I know where an area for us to walk this out is. So Tuesday when we drop Sandra off for school I plan on spending our time walking hard...I have not power walked in over 3 months now..Something I had been doing daily (4-5 miles aday) before I came here for 2 years..I am looking forward to it...That should get rid of alot of this anticipation and get me balanced back out emotionally...I will figure out something to help get through tomorrow...So for now I will close. I love all of you...and to my dear,wonderful,amazing,caring,devote husband..Know that I love you more than anything on this planet.I thank you for all the work you have done to take care of my mom...and I so look forward to the day that you come and we can finish here and go home..
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Sharon,
ReplyDeleteWe saw your mom today. David had a meeting at the office so he dropped me off. She seemed to be feeling better today and is getting stronger. I think she is really looking forward to going home. She said to tell you she loves you. Hap came in while I was there and showed me a picture of the hog he recently got. I have found you can make lasagna in a crockpot, no oven needed. You see I really do read your blog. Hope all is well and you get good news soon. Debbie C.