Saturday, September 26, 2009

Slow Day

This has been a very slow day...We went to the school this morning and talked about the next month...We will be here for a little of that time..Then we went to have the photos for the Passport,school ID and visa..They did them all except the US visa..They said to come back at 1:30 but I was into doing the laundry by then...Then I layed down on the couch and took an hour and a half nap..I guess it is the heat messing with me..It was really cool for 3 days last week but today it was 60ish this morning but has climbed to 95 or more this afternoon..I am so looking forward to Hap coming on Monday..That could be another reason for the LLOONNGG day..One of Sandra's old school friends is having her Quincenara next weekend(Fifteenth birthday)..I hope Hap is ready for a real Mexican fiesta. It is now 7:30 and I am struggling to make it a real bedtime hour...It is just getting dark so maybe that will count as bedtime...I just want to sleep today...I guess considering I have made it almost 4 months without a shutdown day of sleep I am doing good...That use to be how I would handle over stress,over work, burnt out...So I think I will take tonight and tomorrow and just sleep...I deserve it..RIGHT??? Humor me people...I long for the normal life again...and all the things to show Sandra...including counselling...I talked to her about it alittle and she is like...I am OK...I told her she is very ok but we are going to have some counselling,,alone and together...She needs to know just what she is really worth and how much she has to offer the world..We have a good daughter and I am proud....I really miss Michael too...and everyone...OK enough mush....There will be plenty of time for that when I get home.....I am going to close this out...Thanking GOD for my life and strength....and for the gift of sleep...Well it is 2 hours later and I made it to 9:30...I had to write what just happen...I was talking to another mother who adopted a teenage boy from here last year with not so good results and Sandra came walking down stairs and stopped and said....With her hand to start..Hang on..."what are you doing"..IN ENGLISH!!!!!!...all I could say was... well I was reading and talking but now I am crying....What a way to end the day...I am so thankful for moments like that...She is going to do good and so am I...I know to some of you that might seem trival..But to me it was one of the most greatest moments I could ask for...Thank You LORD to an answer to prayer......

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